Happy Surivior's Day!

The funny thing about a smile, it can be faked and noboday will know.

Days before January 28, 2016, exactly ZERO people knew I was planning to take my life in the days coming forward. I was the happiest I was in a long time, knowing that peace would soon be with me,that all of the memories of the past sexual assaults/abuse and present bullying at school would be over.

That all of the suffering would come to an end.

That I would finally find my happiness, happiness of not existing in this world anymore.

16 days in the ICU/hospital (mostly unconscious) after my attempt, and here I am 22 months later and 19 months clean of self harm. Here I am, living each day to its fullest, because I no longer want to die.

I have choosen life after becoming a survivor of suicide. Life throws some curve balls at you, but you can get through it. Keep going and never give up. ❤

Happy Survivors Day! (November18)