anyone else like to drink in family holidays?

so every year before i go to my family’s house for thanksgiving, i tend to drink wine or beer before i go because i hate bein. sober around my family, im so quiet and annoyed by everyone. But when i drink i feel more talkative and Funny and outgoing.. I don’t drink too much tho just enough that i feel buzzed .. I’m 23. I just started last year. Is it wrong for me to do this? Im just a quiet , shy person and i hate my personality so much, but when i drink i have another personality i really love and im more outgoing and talkative ... 😓😰 not a alcoholic . I drink like 3 times a year. Christmas , thanksgiving or when i go out with friends which is rare. anyone else like me?