Cursed 😭😩

Every since I had my baby I been going through hell from having to go back to hospital and have another surgery to my child can’t tolerate milk to crying every night no sleep 😴 I’m just overwhelmed I feel like it’s my fault if I could have breast feed her I wouldn’t have this issue if my milk would have produced like it should I wouldn’t be in this. Depression has come over me so bad I feel like I’m drowning as parent I feel horrible😭😭😭😭😭😭 so I guess it’s hospital time with my baby because she crying and haven’t been able to hold milk down I haven’t had sleep in 2 days......