At first I was angry and hurt, but now I'm grateful. I'm grateful that you saved all of your receipts and let me know (even though you tried to play like I was the other woman, but you know I don't know what he leads you to believe. ) Thank you for helping me realize that he may love the idea of me, but clearly his heart is yours. Your are his first love, y'all got history. So by all means build your family with him, even though he's proven to dip in other ponds (Ok, so maybe I'm still a little angry/bitter.) I'll continue to focus on my career, and growing. If the two of you taught me anything, it's that someone can love you but not know how to. It's cool though, I'll only grow stronger from this. You can have him, sis.