Please help me interpret & stop over thinking!n

Yesterday I took the line test. I finally understood what people meant about line eyes cause I'd think I'd see it... Then didn't

see it. Did the invert and it was there on invert but I still doubted. Then over thought everything about the evap lines and chemical pregnancy people talk about. I finished the day certain it was inconclusive. So this morning I took the digital. IS THIS FOR REAL!!?? ARE THESE POSITIVE!!?? After our loss 2 years ago Thursday could this be our rainbow? I'm pleading and praying to God it is!!! Please someone help me out of this crazy state of mind of doubt that I'm in either by affirming that I should be doubtful or that it's okay to accept this positive test.

****Update*** took 2 more tests and definitely have a darker line. This is it!!!! I'm so thankful and elated!!