Feel so stupid...

I’m 19 weeks today with my second pregnancy and I have hyperemesis gravidarum. With my DS I was feeling much better this time but I couldn’t remember when I was able to cut back on my meds. Well, I’m currently on Diclegis 4 polls a day and zofran twice a day. I wasn’t paying attention to how many pills I had and didn’t get my refill for diclegis called in to the pharmacy on time (I have to use a mail order pharmacy for a discount program because it isn’t covered by my insurance) so I cut it down to 1 pill a day which was working. Now I am out and have thrown up 8 times already today. I think there is a little blood in it from my stomach now, and my refill won’t get her till Thursday 🤢😔☹️. My husband is bringing my home some unison to try and get by but it hasn’t worked as well in the early part of my pregnancy. I just feel so dumb that I let myself run out of meds and thought I could get by without them 😭