Feeling alone

No one in my life understands what I’m going through right now. I’m glad I found this group but I feel like I’m falling apart. I can barely keep even a tiny bit of water down and have already thrown up three times since I woke up an hour ago. Last ER visit I was diagnosed with HG and I’m terrified they’ll want to put in a picc line if I go again. But I can barely stand and even while typing this I feel like I may have to run to the bathroom to throw up again. I’m 9 weeks and every keeps saying it’ll be over soon but I know it won’t be for me.