Quick rant I'm so stressed......

38 weeks and 3 days I'm so stressed. I'm thinking I am going to have to provide for my baby all alone.. off a Minimum wage job 😓and my boyfriend doesn't help with nothing my family bought everything I need for the baby and he didn't even buy nothing, he doesn't want to work and when I ask him when is he going to provide for the baby he tells me " I don't owe you shit " "ill provide whatever you provide" I don't know what to do. He doesn't want to do shit, this whole 9 months he didn't even bother looking for a job. He was going to become a taxi driver but his license is fucked up so we have to wait 6 months for it to clear. WTF ARE WE GOING TO DO FOR 6 months I ask...welfare. He's depending on fucking welfare. He drags me to appointments at 38'weeks when I'm so tired and just want to rest, this is not the life I chose, I don't regret my baby but maybe the person who I had the baby with. I don't know i fear I will do everything alone, he won't be a man..... thank god we live rent free with his mother for free. Or else... I don't even want to imagine... ugh I'm idk, just needed to get that off my chest