I am 15 weeks and 2 days pregnant currently. My husband deployed yesterday and it was one of the hardest goodbyes I’ve ever dealt with. I’m having a very hard time dealing with him being gone because I relied on him so much and because I have no family or friends where we currently live. I have felt a constant ache in my chest since the day before he left and it was strongest when he left. It feels like my heart is actually broken and I cry nonstop a lot, sobbing pretty much. Kind of embarrassing, but I’m concerned that me being so depressed and grieving so much may hard my baby, any thoughts?