Embarrassed

Soooooo

My bf is the only person I have been with and it was my second time every giving him a bj

After he told me his ex was better and I said on I'm sorry I'm just learning

He like l to me to go home and practice with a spoon..... umn like idk how sucking a spoon is going to help lmao

Idk how to make it better he isn't teaching me just assuming I know

I'm embarrassed I suck at it .

He's like suck harder I can't !! If I do any harder I'm going to lose air

Any tips on how I can get better !?!??