So I met this guy over the summer at an internship and he’s so handsome and he is such a sweetheart.

Id catch him stealing glances at me from the moment we meet. And hold a stare at me until i caught him in then act.He’d always try to get my attention by touching my hand or stoping in front of me to smile, or even getting the courage to sit with me at lunch.

Id even see him looking at me from far away to watch me laugh or talk to someone while he was having a conversation of his own.

The problem is that he is shy, white, and from another country. I have absolutely no problem with it, but i feel like he has these pre set ideas of what a black girl would want and how to approach me. There have been times where he has tried to come up to me after having a drink or two (in a party setting) to have a conversation. Its like he tries to hard to be cool or something and i never fail to be sweet and normal. Which i guess always throws him off

When he is sober he just get so nervous and chokes on his words. This usually makes me uncomfortable so i walk away. Then he’d just stare at me again throught out the week.

There have been times where i have decided to approached him and he just get nervous again and then doesn’t say a lot. Sometimes he would join a conversation with me and someone else, but sometimes i think he just wants to talk to that person so i’d walk away 😬When he talks to other girls tho he seems more out going and more confident. I assumed that means he’s not that interested...

There have been times where ive tried to text him and he wouldn’t always respond. At this point i think he isn’t interested but the way he looks at me and acts around me makes me think otherwise!

After a while i just moved on. I started talking to another guys and one in particular(who happened to be white) who was just a friend, though a lot of people thought we were possibly dating because we looked so comfortable around each-other. the guy i liked would sort of look angry and watch me and the guy whenever we were at parties or at lunch and even lean around other people to see me and my friend talk and laugh.

Before we left the internship the guy i liked and i caught eyes. He was stepping into his car and stopped when he saw me. He looked so sad and then said good bye like he wanted to say more more.

Anyway the internship is over but im positive that both of us are doing it again this summer. I cant stop thinking about him but idk what to do or say. Everyday i try to forget but i cant... should i friend him on Facebook or something or am i over analyzing the entire thing

Thanks

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