sex & advice

so im almost 20 and i've never had a boyfriend, however the only time i've slept with someone is on a night out(one night stand) i felt like because all of my friends had slept with people i felt like i should be doing the same. so i guess i felt like i had to, i regret it all and i just feel like i cant talk to anyone about if because they will just think i'm some dumb hoe 😏 I actually want to find a guy who actually likes me for me, instead of thinking with his d**k any advice on improving my Confidence?? ( i know i probably sound stupid)