SOS SEXTING

let's just say I sext a lot. I love taking nudes and sending them because it makes me feel good and wanted (ik thats weird). My boyfriend and I haven't had sex yet but we have been sexting and he keeps asking for pussy pics but im too self conscious about it. I've been thinking about just getting a photo from the internet but then when be sees it in real life he will realize its different. How can I become less seld conscious, like I'm fine with my pussy but im worried thinking that he will hateolease it help