God what did i do to deserve this??

This Has been the most craziest life changing year I have ever experienced.

If anyone is interested in my story read further.

when I was 21 I had my first beautiful child Izzy he's my tuff Lil man. his dad and I were together for 9 years y'all, and sadly my son never got to see him as a father because we lost him to drugs and when he was around he was always slammed and couldn't function.

It took us a few years to get over everything we had gone through but with time we healed.

having to put my family plans on hold I continued to focus on my son who had just been diagnosed with autism and school. Although I was getting lonely, I didn't seem to have time for men, and the thought of another man loving my son didn't seem imaginable. my son I'd amazing BTW but being young I knew he was a handful and it was gonna take a saint to handle this package deal.

I moved back home and tried to go out a Lil more. I met guys here and there but non that interested me. I felt so "out of the game" it got so bad that I finally went home and got down on my knees and prayed to God I told him "I know you answers prayers and if you could bless me with a family again I will recognize my prayers being answered and I will give you the glory! in the name of jesus christ"

a month later I got invited to Lil town concert with a girlfriend. where I ran into my HS crush.( mind I tell u..we never talked..literally a secret!) we talked all night and we instantaneously fell in love! and surprisingly we share the same interests of trying to start a family. he has accepted my son in ways that I didn't think a man could, my son adores him and he takes real good care of us. we have been together for a year now and we have had no luck but this last week I felt sick and to my surprise

I haven't even told him yet and I was hoping for a engagement first and he text me this

So point of the story is God is good!! SOOOO SOOO GOOD and to his. be the glory for my dream come true. thanks for listening everyone! God bless and baby dust to all!