I’m crying

Girls tell me if I’m wrong or not, my husband masturbates every night and I found out yesterday and he told me he thinks of other girls who are his type and masturbates over them :/

I cried, I’m so hurt am I stupid?

He loves skinny girls with huge DDD or DD :’(

I’m 130 pounds with 30 B boobs :( :/

I’m so hurt.