What. Why. Why the 3rd time? I don’t get it. Why is this the 3rd time I’ve lost my baby? My heart broke. It sunk. Like you did to the bottom of the toilet with your lifeless little body , your lifeless eyes, lifeless heartbeat. Daddy never knew about you, neither did mommy. Until she found you lying in a place so disgusting. Mommy never wanted you in such a place. Mommy wanted you in her arms at night while daddy works to provide for you, and your best furry friend , and your brother. I miss you little one. Go join your brothers and sisters 💔 while mommy and daddy work on our first home without you.