I give up.

I am just about give up. Doctors can’t help or

Won’t help. Ever since I stopped taking birth control it seems like my body is going nuts. I get pimples a lot and I never got more than two only around my period. And my hair is falling out in rapid speed. Enough hair falls out to make a full wig a day. I don’t know if I should just get a buzz cut. Get a wig. Cut it short. I don’t know. I got every kind of blood work test under the sun. All came back normal. I take multi vitamins. I haven’t changed my diet, or Beauty products. I can’t understand what is wrong. I have a lump that I can feel very well on my upper rib on my chest. X-ray and cat scan showed nothing. Blood work all normal. No doctor has even showed real concern. I just wanna cry. All this is going on and I’m TTC. I feel like

Maybe I’m too old and my body is shot and I won’t get preg. How can I if I have so many things wrong and no one can explain it?? Someone help me. What should I do. I feel so ugly. Maybe I’m cursed. I’m gaining weight again. I’m so depressed and angry. I just don’t know what else I can do. Or any one know of a specialist I can see? Why am I loosing my hair?