To my love..

I miss you. I think about you every second of everyday it’s been a month..you left me after so long of telling me you never would. It killed me knowing that you think I cheated on you..when we both know you did.. I wish our relationship wasn’t so toxic. I wish you weren’t so mean to me and called me all those names. I wish you seen everything I sacrificed for you. I wish you knew all the pain and suffering I went through just to make sure you were okay.. and you’ve broken my heart into so many pieces...I don’t think I’ll ever be okay again. I feel like love has just doesn’t exsist for me how can someone be so close to you promise you everything..then through you out like a piece of garbage... you knew everything I told you everything.. about my depression..and self harm. About being forced to do things.. and you just left.. telling everyone I cheated on you...I just wish you’d stop. Wish you’d call me up and tell me you want me again. But I also wish I wasn’t so in love with you