Christmas eve baby announcement gone bad

Well here I am, feeling like a horrible person. Not even a month after my miscarriage it's Christmas eve, and my brother and his wife announce they are pregnant. Then 10 minutes later, my husband's cousin announces that they are ALSO pregnant. Both of them due in June 2018. And get this, my brother and his wife, they're having twins. Fricken TWINS! Oh and here's the kicker, if my pregnancy carried through, I would have ALSO been due in June. I really want to be happy for my family, and I put on a good show of excitement, but I can't help but feel defeated and devastated, and straight up evil jealous. looking for some positive encouraging support from the glow community!