Pretty bad Christmas for me 😔

So to start with, my grandma fell in the tub yesterday morning and she’s in the hospital now with carbon dioxide in her blood. Second my dad just told me a while ago that he has been snapchatting another woman (he’s married to my stepmom of 19 years) even though she has cheated on him in the past they worked it out but I think this time is different. Really not how I wanted to spend my first Christmas as a mama 😔 I don’t know how much more I can handle