7 weeks since delivery

I had my second baby 7 weeks ago :) he is such a doll and I am pretty much obsessed with him bc he’s our rainbow baby buuut I am feeling SO self conscious about the way I look :( I have stretch marks just about everywhere you can get one ( boobs, legs, stomach, behind) and my belly is still huge! I only gained 35 lbs with him - I feel like that isn’t excessive. I was petite before I had him so I don’t know what to do with myself. Everyday getting dressed is such a thing, I see myself in all the holiday pictures and I hate the way I look and I haven’t gotten back into bed with hubs yet bc I am embarrassed for him to see me like this. :( anyone else struggling? This is a photo of me after my first baby, then pregnant with my little boy and now. Please tell me this is going to get better.