Never actually had one

I have never in my life had a legit new years resolution. This year I do. And i can't wait to begin the new year new me motto. I think it will help me stay motivated and keep me on track. I want to stick to my diet. That's my new years resolution. I have been struggling for months. And this isn't a diet to lose weight it's to clear my skin. I have very bad acne and im very self conscious about it and think I look ugly with it and gorgeous without it. So I have to do this. I need my confidence back. Im 21 these are supposed to be the best years of my life instead I hide most of the time in the house and without the blinds open because my skin is BRIGHT red and pimply all over. I have done this before and succeeded for 3 straight weeks and got my skin completely clear. But I messed up.now starting January 1st im eliminating fast food or anything deep fried, white bread, cheese, sugary snacks, milk, and red meat. also adding plenty of fruits and vegs daily and lots of water. pray for me because my favorite foods are the ones I can't eat 😭 sounds stupid but this is sooooo hard for me NEW YEAR NEEW ME YAAAALLLL