Baby 2016

This up coming July will be 2 years since my husband and I chose abortion. Yes we’ve since had a baby but still to this day I cannot help but think about that baby. I saw them and while I know it was not the time to have one I still sometimes catch myself wishing we hadn’t done it... I guess is it wrong of me to mourn them? I did what I had to for the child I already had. There was no way my family could have afforded another baby when our first wasn’t even 1 yet. But still my heart aches a little...