Ultrasound blues

I haven’t had an ultrasound since I was 9 weeks and that was only due to being hospitalized:( the one I got before that was 6 weeks again because I was hospitalized. And I won’t get another one until 20 weeks! I’m so jealous of all these ladies with their cute ultrasound pictures where their baby doesn’t look like a tiny white dot 😭😭 I’m only 14 1/2 weeks right now and I just want to see my baby! I only have one poor quality 6week ultrasound sound picture and I was only given it so I could show it as proof of pregnancy when I applied for WIC