Not even going to test

at is due January 3... but I get so depressed even attempting to test because I know it'll be bfn. idk what it is, but I keep snapping at my husband and I'm so moody and irritable lately. he even told me that I have be "snappy really quickly lately" I'm starting to have boob pain but know it's common for my period. my lower abdomen even feels like af is going to come to town... but yet, I still bought 2 more Kroger tests this week cuz I get my hopes up 😔 just had to vent!