Is this true

this is all emotional. I was doing insemination about two summer's ago do to I can't conceive on my own anymore. My tins just turned 8 and for the past 6 years I was trying on my own and nothing was happening. when I went to the fertility dr (which is a 2 1/2 hour drive to another state from me) two years ago after running all there test found out I have a problem with my cervix being too small and not wanting anything in. After a surgery and more test we decided on a fertility plan. after the first few tries I was more then over wellmed and couldn't take it anymore. either could the pocket book so a year ago I stopped it all except just checking with this app more to be mindful of when I am to start my cycle. I New I had a new more days to go before I started my period but had a crazy idea feeling. mostly to get ride of my last test I had here and at first the screen went white and did nothing. like normal for me. I left it in the bathroom needing to just get away from it. I went about my house doing daily cleaning and now irritated at myself for wasting it and letting myself thinking it could happen after the dr said it wouldn't without there help. About 20 min of self loathing I remembered I had left the test in the bathroom and to throw it away what I found was not what I expected. oh god can it be anyone else seeing this??? it's actually much darker my phone just really sucks plz help can I start freaking out I haven't stopped staring at it