Hoping for better days

Today was so frustrating for me . Been in so much pain && thinking of everything I’ve been through my whole pregnancy is just hitting me 😔 . My family is telling me both possible fathers should be there when I get induce Friday . A month ago I thought I was going into labor I told my ex he said he wasn’t coming to the hospital && that he wasn’t taking a dna test . I told the other guy && he said he was only coming if his girlfriend was coming . Which I said I didn’t want her there because she causes too many problems . I decided to forgive && give things a chance a week later his girlfriend caused a whole bunch of problems . Which caused him && my ex boyfriend to come at me crazy because she also texted my ex boyfriend as well . The dude family wants to fight me they don’t even know me . The dude texted my phone saying my baby was going to die . Me && my ex worked things out && became cool . He said if the baby his then we have to work something out . Now he has a girlfriend && she doesn’t want my ex talking to me at all so he blocked me . He’s actually been unlocking me , blocking me then unblocking me all week . I had no idea until he called me out of no where bragging about her && he told me about it on the phone . My ex added me on Snapchat the other day then cancelled his request .

It hurts how my ex is acting like an asshole when my ex been trying to get me pregnant constantly for a year , but I was on depo last year . Everyday in April this year he was telling me “imma get you pregnant “ . I kept telling him to stop nutting inside of me or I will eventually get pregnant one day . He kept saying I would never get pregnant because he smokes too much weed . So I got pregnant out of no where && because it’s a possibility she might not be his he’s been a complete asshole my whole pregnancy . The other guy he didn’t cum inside of me , but precum works also so 🤷🏾‍♀️ . It’s just so frustrating the dude calls me a slut && says “your a hoe because you don’t know who your baby daddy is “ or he threatens me 😔 . 2 months ago my ex was actually coming around && being supportive . Kinda understanding my whole pregnancy more about how sometimes being pregnant can make a female insecure . I wasn’t gonna tell neither one when I go into labor . 😒 my life has been so peaceful since I blocked the other dude && his girlfriend because they bring nothing , but stress && negativity in my life . I was gonna just go to court && have the court do a dna . I’m done being nice . I’m starting to feel like my ex wants me to kiss his ass because I’m not giving him the kind of reaction he’s looking for when he brags about his girlfriend . I appreciate my ex family being there for me && helping me out . I know my ex cares about this baby his actions in person shows a lot . I think he’s just hurt by the fact she might not be his 😒💔 . Literally been crying all day 😔😪