The waiting is killing me 😭😭😭

According to Glow I was supposed to start my period on Monday. I know the app isn't always right but it's usually right on time for me. I go back to work this Monday so was happy to have my period over with before then...but it's Thursday and still nothing 😒

I would LOVE to be pregnant and am kinda hopeful but I have endometriosis and haven't been able to get pregnant. I've taken two tests, one on Tuesday and one yesterday...both negative.

I would like to either know I'm getting my period or I'm pregnant 😂😂😂I hate not knowing either way!!

I've been getting cramps for a week and breasts have been very tender so assumed I was starting soon. But I'm usually very emotional few days before period due and haven't had that.

I'm not asking for advice. Just really needed to vent about my frustration😂 can't talk to a friend about it or they'll make me nervous and more hopeful about being pregnant.