Virginity

so I lost my virginity yesterday and I'm still kinda shocked. I cried afterwards because I was so over come with emotion, and I was wondering if anyone else did because I felt like a complete idiot. I also orgasmed though, which I feel lucky about. It feels very big and important to me but to my boyfriend he's just saying he is very happy and he loves me and I feel as if I am thinking about it way too much but I can't stop thinking about it and zoning out?? Help a bitch pls