My jaw dropped. Lied to, taken advantage of, and looks insulted

So this guy that I have known for 18yrs almost is the older brother to my little brothers best friend. He always hinted or made comments about liking me. At his brothers wedding he asked me about a job opp. Sure since my current jobs a horrible/crippling place and cant pay my bills. He came over and told me about making 17-20$ hr. He also spoke about clothing reviews, write reviews, get paid and keep clothes. He showed me the wedsite and was going to make me a log in. Then he mentioned another job making alot as well. It ended up being anonymous AV's, I'm so self concious btw too. He makes websites/ pages and comp coding for a guy that does these videos. He askes me and said that it would be with him and not strangers. So we tested it out to see if we were compatible, most def were. I have never done this in my life!!! He said he fell for me and we would have been married yrs ago if he knew. He came over to help with my resume and told me a story and was describing his friends girl. The girl wasnt beautiful but she wasnt ugly either...LIKE YOU. WOW that comment has literally driven me nuts. I know I'm nothing to write home about but it really hurt.Then I text him whats up a couple wks later, he says, nothing bored at my wedding.....WHAT THE FUCK!!! So mad, angry, and at a loss of words didnt know he had a fiance. I just dont know what to think except Im just done with everything 😢😢 I also never heard back about any of the other 2 jobs either. Used and thrown away.