No fucking shame

I was anorexic in 8th through 10th grade and weighed around 170 (still heavy but that's the lowest I got to) now over a year later I'm almost back to 190 and honestly I don't even care as long as I'm not morbidly obese I'm okay with how I look I do cheer I do good in school I have a wonderful relationship and I do not give a fuck about the number on the scale anymore self love and happiness is finally here

to a comment: wasn't fully anorexic but I was definitely getting there everyday all I ate was one pop tart and water I took pills regularly to make me lose weight (I'd only eat one certain kind of pop tarts so if I didn't have them I wouldn't eat) I would do a lot of exercise everyday twice a day