can’t shake this feeling...

in the back of my head there is always some regret that i dropped out of college and got married so young...especially because my husband and i lost our jobs and now living with my parents trying to find new ones. i’ve had a few interviews and my hubby just got a job yesterday at burger king but had an interview for a landscaping job this morning, something he’s actually interested in and pays better, but he said he doesn’t feel good and just blew it off...i’m glad he got the burger king job it’s better than nothing but still...i just can’t shake this feeling that he’s not mature enough to support us....i hope this is just a phase......