I need positive stories!!!

I have two beautiful children! 1 boy 1 girl. 5 and 2. Both pregnancies went beautifully so when I got pregnant for the 3rd time no negative thoughts crossed my mind until 6.5 weeks when I began to bleed. I miscarried. I was shattered but Drs assured me sometimes that just happens. So two cycles later I get another bfp! I was excited bc surely I it isn't have bad luck twice in a row. Well I did. I lost baby at 5 weeks. Went to a specialist was put on aspirin and progesterone and waited 6 months. Now I am 4 weeks 2 days pregnant again. I am terrified of every pain and look for blood every time I use the restroom. I'm constantly on these boards just browsing. I am a women obsessed and need some positive stories of baby after multiple miscarriages to get me past these next few weeks please!!!