Low Self-esteem

I am 22, have my own place, my own car, and a good full time job to pay my own bills... I’m an adult right? but I still get a horrible feeling in my gut when a group of my girl friends plan group outings with out me. (And then discuss such plans in front of me) 🤦🏾‍♀️ I feel like I’m back in high school (which were horrible years for me). I wish people seen me as fun enough to invite to party’s, clubs and other outings... makes me feel like there is something wrong with me... I really hate this feeling. 😫

Okay my rant is over, time to be a big girl 🤷🏾‍♀️