This sucks😭

I'm pregnant with my second child. I'm 13 weeks. I live with my parents. I've moved out a couple of times with my daughter to live with my children's father (didn't work out). I was in college before I got pregnant with Lucii(first baby). She just turned 1. I decided to sign back up and after all the waiting I start on the 22nd. Me and Lucii on leave the house for doctors appointments. I spend too much time around my mom, I do love her very much, but we clash more than 2 times a week. It hurts. I'd much rather be on my own but that's not an option right now. I don't have a job. I literally just sit at home and eat. I've gained like 10 pounds already in only the last 13 weeks. Being pregnant makes everything harder. I wish I could just have a moment where everything would plz work in my favor and go smoothly. At least till I start school.😏