Pray for me

I'm having a hard time right now I just had a big fight with the little family I have and got put out the house I have no job because the previous job put me on a leave of absence have to pay for a doctor when they put me on leave of absence with no pay I don't have any insurance I don't have a car I was studying my Ged but now I'm trying to find somewhere to stay I'm staying at my boyfriends house but he's family keep asking him when am I leaving my bf and I are starting to get into a lot of arguments my birthday was Jan 15 and no call told me happy birthday but my bf I feel so alone and hurt it's I've been searching and applying for so many jobs none are coming through I'm trying to think positive but its so hard my year has been terrible so far I really wish I could end it all I'm so tired

Please can someone pray that it gets better for me I don't wanna go down the wrong path