Wishing i had mom friends or friends 😓😭

Hey guys i just wanted to come on here to rant... so basically i have a 16 month old daughter and I’m currently pregnant with my second child i just recently quit my job to move back home with her dad (boyfriend) and basically I’m a stay at home mom. I’ve been really lonely these past 3 years since me and my ex best friend don’t associate with eachother anymore so its just me myself and i + my daughter 😂😂 lately I’ve been feeling really depressed wishing i had friends or people who like my company i don’t want any male friends just a girlfriend someone i can hang with or go have fun and be myself again but i guess it’s not meant to be. Maybe I’m destined to be one of those moms who spends all her time with her kids and never has one ounce of fun... i wouldn’t mind. But i can’t wait until my daughters get older then maybe i can spend all my time with them... I’m a loser and a loner....