I need help

Before anything bad happened, I was happy with everything in life I loved God and I just loved life. But then, me and my friend were playing with dolls(I know im like 13 but I like playing with dolls-imaginationXD) and we were playing with these characters from a tv show called Once Upon A Time(when people from fairy tales come to life in a town called Story Brooke) and my friend told me how she was in season 3(where Peter Pan and Neverland happen) and I started rewatching season 3 and started liking(not in love or have a crush on him) the character and he isn't your sweet and childish Peter Pan, he is like an evil character but interesting. I started liking him and I started acting like him a bit and dressing like him a bit and I really liked his attitude however, later on I realized, I stopped thinking about God like I used to, I wasn't looking forward to life as much, I was just excited about Peter Pan. Once, I was thinking in the shower and I realized maybe the devil is trying to get me off track of God's life for me, trying to make me like characters are dangerous and i started crying because I felt so lost and so scared. But then I thought what if I'm making myself scared jus because I just don't know what to do anymore I prayed to God and I'm waiting for him to do something but im not sure if I should continue watching the third because I want to but I'm not sure if God would allow it. Help?