Pregnancy

So my bf abs I have been talking about trying for a baby to show him that I’m really serious I told that I’ve downloaded an app that tells me when I’m ovulating and I asked last night does this mean this is about first official month of trying and he says idk I need to think about it I was a little heart broken when he said that because I thought we were finally on the same page but now I just don’t know how I should feel I don’t wanna get my hopes up about having a baby bc I really want to but I don’t feel like it will ever happen any advice