Ultrasound Part 2

So I go for my ultrasound on yesterday to find out that Im not as far along as the nurse thought. I told her she was off by two weeks, but she insisted that according to my last cycle what it should be. The went on vaginally and when she went to the left I saw a sac and when she went to the right I saw another. She was so busy telling me that the baby was too small to see and that I should prepare myself for a miscarriage that she took the joy right out. She gave me one pic and some miscarriage information and told me good luck. My boyfriend saw that I was mortified. I miscarried 3 times prior so no one wants to hear that. Yall dumb butts didnt listen to the patient. What they didn't know is that I took a pregnancy test two weeks before and it was negative. Then two weeks later it was positive...there's the missing gap. I went home hurt and bleeding from the vaginal ultrasound and scared that the bleeding wouldnt stop, but it did. My boyfriend was on daddy duty at his little girls home, so he couldn't bwell.ere to hold me. I texted him and asked him if he was ok and where we and he called and said yes. Then he jump off the phone. I felt abandoned at that point. So maybe 30 minutes later he calls and said...i was going to text you but that would be inappropriate so I decided to call and i wanted to hear your voice and to see what state of mind you are in. Then he said..with all the medicine you take (40 pills a day) and all the health issues you have they said that you would never get pregnant and that you shouldn't, but this is a miracle baby and God has the last say so. Worst case scenario happens, at least we know that we can get pregnant and we will have fun in trying again. He concluded with...I'm in this with you for forever. I'm not going anywhere. I prayed for you for a long time and I will try my hardest not to take you for granted, no to nelegect you, nor hurt you. I have plans to marry you. I will marry you. I love you, so keep that beautiful smile on that beautiful face...because we will be ok. I will see you tomorrow and kiss Karsten (my son) which he considers his as well. I love yall both and will see you all tomorrow. Huge smile on my face....That's my guy!