from a happy ending to a sad ending

****Update*** I am in the process of miscarring now. My heart aches ************************** it has been a rollercoaster of emotions this week. I went to the ER on Monday night because I thought I was having a heart attack but it was just inflammation in my sternum and surrounding cartilage. I tested negative even though I was 6 days from my expected period and, as a result, I had an X-ray done. I was crushed that i wasn't pregnant but also happy it wasn't a heart attack. Fast forward to Wednesday...I couldn't believe I wasn't pregnant and I took another test. another disappointing negative. I decided to give up hope for this month

and try again next month. This morning I wake up at 2 a.m. with a ton of energy and I am so hungry. after not being able to go back to sleep for a while I was frustrated and at 5 a.m. tested on a strip and showed a very faint line. I decided to have a little hope again (not to mention I got very nauseous and sick in the morning). Well during lunch, I stopped at the store and bought another test. I couldn't wait till I got home and so yes, I peed on a stick while at work. This time that line got darker. I'm so beyond happy right now! I miscarried in October so I'm also a little nervous but I'm going along for the ride

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