Feeling anxious

I’m 27 weeks with baby #2.

After baby #1 was born my (now ex) husband said he was no longer attracted to me and wanted a divorce. I figured it was because I gained so much weight, got stretch marks all over my butt and thighs, and my boobs got saggy after a year of breastfeeding. I was so hurt.

My boyfriend of over a year has been absolutely amazing to me and my son. I’m pregnant with his first child.

I’m gaining weight like crazy like I did with my son.

Today I mentioned it looks like I’m getting stretch marks on my belly and he told me I should get some cream.

After I said stretch marks are genetic and I can’t stop them from coming, all he replied with was “oh 😬” which immediately made me feel like shit.

He said something about his abs coming back and I said “you’re getting fit and I’m getting fat” and he said “start running then”

Idk if I’m just oversensitive or what but I’m actually hurt by these responses. I’m afraid he’s gunna do the same thing my ex did and just find me unattractive and disgusting like my ex did.

Needed to vent.