Anyone else feel like this ??

My hubby gets frustrated with me bc at night time lately I get annoyed or upset when he doesn’t wanna cuddle, tells me we can sleep together without having to touch...

It absolutely kills me.. makes me feel like he wants nothing to do with me..

Tonight it’s absolutely hell.. I’ve been sick all week, I’ve been busting my ass at work constantly last week I worked 7 days straight 23 hrs of overtime.. my period is coming so my pms is horrible, my hip bursitis is acting up bc of the crazy weather we’ve been having here and all I wanted all night was to cuddle him and actually finally get a good nights sleep... since I haven’t even been sleeping lately either.. but of course not... he’s gotta sleep the other way again tonight away from me..

Scares me too bc his parents sleep in different rooms, I do not want that to ever happen... I’d probably die.

Oh and I fell asleep for bout 20 min earlier today and I woke up and he was just gone.. like it sounds silly but this kills me every night.. I know once we fall asleep we’re gunna move and turn but idunno.. it used to be sleeping in each other’s arms every night to him not wanting to even touch me...

we even went on vacation for a night and I got use a king size bed and thought it be wonderful.. instead the king size bed was more of a reason to have space between us...

I have so much stress lately between work, being sick, and ttc.. tonight I just can’t take this.. I feel absolutely broken, all bc he didn’t want to cuddle.. I feel like a child crying over this