Self harm

Basically I’ve suffered with self harm for years with it going away for a year and now coming back again. 9 months ago my younger sister took her own life and i was the one to find her body, there was nothing to be done to save her. Since then ive been having really vivid flashbacks where i feel sick and i feel like im right back to that day. It’s really scary.

I was going to go to to doctors and start off with saying that im currently self harm and then mention the other problems I’m having.

I was wondering if anyone has been to a gp about self harm/suicide issues and what did they ask, etc. I’m just really nervous about how it’s going to turn out. My boyfriends mum is coming with me to support me so i wont be alone.