Mom vs Church

So, I have been going to the same church for 6+ years, it’s a very small church by they are like family, all my friends are there, etc, etc.

I go with my grandma because my mom went once and decided she didn’t like the pastor tried again 4 years later decided she didn’t like the pastor again. Somehow every time she goes he gets on a controversial topic and we are a non-denominational church who goes right out of the Bible. Well, recently last week we had a talk about abortion and my pastor said that abortion was a sin and you weren’t really a Christian if you were pro-abortion. Now I was raised pro abortion and all that, to love the LGBTQ+ community and the only sin that cannot be forgiven is the sin of not believing in the name

Of God . (Methodist)

Well me and my grandma talked and my grandma told me it was probably best if I didn’t tell my mother about any of it because she would start a war about it.

Skip forward to yesterday I decided to tell my mom because we just got on the topic about it. My mom starts raising hell and I try explaining to her that I do not believe a woman who has an abortion is going to hell and that I know what I believe in and that the Pastor preaches so many other good things and just because this one sermon was bad doesn’t mean he’s bad but she begins ranting, eventually I just go to sleep. 😴

I wake up and my mom calls me into her room and we sit down and talk. I go to a youth group inside the church my mom trusts and likes, and so do I and my mom decided to text the leader of youth ministry who is the pastor’s daughter.

Completely putting words into my mouth saying I was confused and blah blah blah when I wasn’t my mom wanted her angry questions answered and used my name to do it. So I immediately get mad because she read what she sent to the youth leader and it’s completely fake and puts words in my mouth, but that’s beside the point

After hours of my mom and I fighting over it she makes the decision she doesn’t want me going to that church anymore by saying “it’s her job to raise me in the correct faith”

CORRECT WAY AND FAITH?!

She literally used to call me a bitch when I was 8 years old. She throws fits and screams and yells at me over everything, tells me

My chronic illness pain isn’t real and that all I do is make up excuses and she thinks she is making the correct decision of pulling me out of this church without asking me how I feel. I’ve always been close to my grandma, extremely close actually. And now my mom won’t let me see my grandparents or niece and one of my friends who I talked to said my mom is completely controlling me. Here are some texts

(My Grandam sent me this)

I’ve been crying all day because my mom wants me to leave 6+ years of memories behind and I can’t do that, I have had problems with my mom in the past but I’ve never hated her until she took away my church family and my own grandma.