I recently had my son on December 28. I was already dealing with stress during my pregnancy.I also have a 6 year old daughter, who I suffered with PPD shortly after I gave birth to her. I never got treated for it and suffered silently. It never fully went away throughout the years. I got pregnant with my son and now after having him I’m back at the same place. My feelings and moods are all over the place. I had my 4 week postpartum checkup yesterday, I broke down and had to let my doctor know what was going on with me. She diagnosed me with postpartum depression.I feel like a failure to my kids in some type of way because I can’t function or hold myself together most of the time , knowing they need me. I was given citalopram/celexa 20mg tablets. I’ve never took any kind of anti depressants ever so it’s scary to me. I’ve done the whole counseling thing but it didn’t work out for me.I hope I’m not alone , has anybody had any negative experience being on citalopram?