Okay it's safe to say I'm finally shitting myself (Not literally haha) . It's getting so close now and for the first time I'm starting to feel scared. Im not even sure if it's about labour or about the actual fact I'm going to be a mother and be responsible for someone's life. I'm freaking out and have been more depressed than usual. I have suffered depression seriously bad throughout the whole pregnancy. What if I can't do this 😭