Why can’t I be me?

I’m 38 in July. I look 26. But I know looks Dont matter when it’s time to make a baby. Why do I get put down for not wanting kids of my own. I think at 37 I should know what I want. So respects my wishes.

Maybe in a year or two I can adopt a needy baby and that needs love and a good home.

BUT DONT WANT ANY KIDS NOW OR EVER!