venting

Feel like this is the only place I can vent. My family live four hours away and I pretty much lost all friends when I finished school. I do have friends but they're not the kinds of friends you can message 2am if you're feeling down. I've been in and out of depression growing up and idk if it's coming back or I'm just really emotional because I'm pregnant but I feel so lonely. All my partner does is go to work, sit on his phone or play the game 😏 My one year old is my everything! literally he keeps me going and is the reason I get out of bed in the mornings. It always a blessing to get to wake up to him. I think maybe0 I need to get out of the house more because since being a mum the only time I leave the house is to do grocery shopping or when we go away on holiday with my family which is every few months. What can I do for myself so I'm feeling better.