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My partner & I have been ttc for 3 years technically (we've taken a break from seriously doing it for 18months but don't use any contraception) we have been together nearly 5 years & we love each other so much.

I have pcos so we have fertility struggles.

In this time we've had 7 miscarriages & we've openly spoken about our future plans etc

In 2015 i was 22, & being 1 year into ttc I had a 9cm cyst on my ovary & I had it surgically removed & doctors told me to have kids before 27 (this has been agreed upon by several doctors) because my cyst was precancerous & they were worried I would get more & that they would want to do a full hysterectomy.

We immediately started clomid, but couldn't afford IVF after 6 cycles I told him I wanted a 3-6month break & we fell pregnant...I unfortunately miscarried I was 23 by this stage. Then we both agreed to take a break & just focus on ourselves & our relationship.

We started talking about trying again this year & I got excited at the possibility of having a bub because I'm healthier now etc & today I brought it up, because I feel like my body is telling me it's time. I'm 25 now & im ready to be a mum.

When I brought it up he said "I think we should wait 5 years, & then try"

He wants to start a business in this time & I 100% support him & im so proud of him for wanting that but it's like he doesn't care about what we've previously discussed/planned & im so upset. I'm absolutely devastated because I love him so much & im scared that I don't have 5 years of fertility left.

What should I do?